This is the time of rainy evening
I had stressful long day
So I went to bar and I had small of Jonny walker
After some time I got annoyed because of the loud music in bar
So I left outside to have smoke and then go home
I went to one near tea stalls to brought Marlboro
That time I saw her talking over the call
Our eyes does clicked each other for the moments
My mind said something like this
“she is beautiful girl and she has shiny eyes”
I can see them below her specs staring at me
A guy gave me my stuff and I left from there toward open spaces
Where I lighted my smoke
I was thinking about the where is my life is taking me
Meanwhile I saw her again couple of steps besides me
She was holding her phone checking things which doesn’t make sense
I have been in many situations so I knew why she was acting like that
She must in bad situation where she is not sure what she wants
I wanted to approach her and ask her out
So I took deep breath and gather some courage
I went to her
I: hey!!!
She: hey!! Yes!!! (She wasn’t surprise as if she was expecting me)
I was nervous I forget what I wanted to say to her
I : look I don’t know but I felt that you look stressed out and I thought may be I can help you out
Before she says something
I: you don’t have to tell me your name or anything so you will be complete Stanger for me and I can advise you well
She: Oh yeah!!
And we smiled
I: so tell me what is it that bothering you this much
I: boyfriend issues?
She: yes!! It’s like that he is in Delhi
It’s a long distance problem
I: aha!! I see you know what!!
I don’t want to say this but long distance normally never works
I have been in that situation.
She: exactly!!!! He wants to get married and I am not ready for it.
I: it doesn’t look like much of problem. Your parents are not agreeing?
She: no they are ok with it.
She: it is like I am not sure what I want in life.
I: Do you love him? If you do go for it
And if you are not in love with him think twice
He is not wrong but you both want different things
She took as pause to reply me and I knew she don’t love him
She: I am not sure
I: I know exactly what is happening to you. You are addicted of talking to him
It is like when you are not in love with the person but you still stick to the person because you like them to be around
I: you better broke up with him because it will more difficult with respect to time
.
She: yes!! You are right
I: don’t accept thing, which you can’t accept it later in life as if this is life-changing decision
We didn’t realize we were talking from long time
She: may I have your cigarette?
I: yeah sure here you go but its hard one you sure about it
She: yeah cool any will work.
I: OK!!
We lighted it up
She: what is your story!!!
I: Oh yeah sure my story. I am doing nothing these days. I am here to look for job.
I wanted change in life so I just landed day before in this town.
She: what you were doing before
I: I am businessperson I just do thing whatever I want in life
She: that is nice!!!
I notice she is uncomfortable a lot
I: are you ok????
She: I am feeling dizziness
I: do you want to sit??
She was so out of her she was unable to hear me may be
Few seconds after
she: can you please drop in auto. I need to go home.
I: oh yes! Sure . lets go
we went to side road
I: where you want to go?
She: Andheri
I: ok!!
I asked the auto driver and we set in the auto
I was holding her hand
I: are you ok???? Do you want water?
She: no, I am not ok.. what you gave me???
I laugh out
I: oh now I see you smoked my cigarette, which is very strong
That why you are feeling so high
I: don’t worry you will be fine in few minutes
She: yes I am feeling normal now Thank god!! I was so worried that who is that man and what he gave me
We bust laugh out
I: don’t worry I am not kind that person. I am coming to drop you and I will come back then.
She: that is so nice of you!!! But I will not going to tell you my name!! I am going to remember you till my life
I: Me too
I drop her at her near to her building.
I: how I will remember you
she: light
I:I say I wish to see you light
She: smiled
I: bye take care
she: bye take care
I went back home that night and I think about her all night
To be continue……….
Abandoned Love 