I just want to see you one more time

Your words are still whispering in my ears all the time
Your hands are still holding me in your arms in my daydreams

Why just can’t I see you
Even when you are here

I don’t know
I just want to see you one more time

I need to tell you

I love us and I want to keep on loving it
Why don’t you come back?

So I can merge your soul with mine
You can hear me

I know you can

You can’t lie to me

I can sense it

Even if you are beyond this universe
I want to kiss you again like I am kissing you for the first time
I don’t know

I just want to see you one more time

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Wrong man at the right time!!!

 

It’s been long that I hadn’t seen her

I used to stalk her and dream about her

But I always knew. I am way out her league

 

It was my lucky day I can say

I got a text, which gave Goosebumps

It was just “HI” but it was from her

I had crush on her but never been able tell about it

 

We started conversation firstly it was formal

I didn’t know when I became so comfortable

I said her directly about my crush on her

She laughed and said, “Why didn’t you ever tell me?”

 

I told her. I never had guts to say it as well as

I was with someone else at that time

 

We talked much then about life and thinking and all

We planned to meet up and have coffee or something

I had great talking with her as well as she enjoyed the time

Soon I have started observing her

 

I realized or judged that she was in pain

Pain, which she would try to hide under her beautiful smile

I had been always great exploiter

I didn’t want to see her sadness

 

I thought I can take her out from that stress

I can teach her how to deflect such emotional wave

This is what I have did all my life

If I can’t destroy the problem I will simply repel it.

 

I always desired for her and I wanted to come close to her

But not without her will

 

Some point of time while I was planning these in my head

I marked she was looking into my eyes

Those eyes were melting me

Within next moment I was in another world

 

She has beautiful crystal shining eyes

Her figure is well curved like model have

Her hair is like beautiful cloud covering the sun

Her skin is like smooth like water

 

We were so close to each other

This is what I have ever wished for

I kissed her and we started making love

I can call it was golden era

 

She was out of her pain and hell

She has learned something at that time I don’t know what exactly

Which has given her strength to see things with another perspective

On the other side I was wondering what I had got from life

Something I wished for. It was like a kid getting box of candies from no where

 

I can’t expect more than this from life

It was the only time we had done something like that

We had never talked about it afterword’s

She never expressed that she loved me somewhere

It was just that she didn’t want me to know that

 

Sometimes life gives us turns, which are unexpected

You just have to take that turn as we did

 

I know I was not worthy for it but

I was just wrong man at the right time!

I don’t want to run away; But I don’t want to fight anymore either

I don’t want to run away;
But I don’t want to fight anymore either

I am not sick of chasing life;
But I am tired of running behind it

I did what I had to do;
Now I am unable to do what I should do

I never doubted on my potential;
But I surely started doubting my destiny

It says, when there is a will, there is a way;
But I would say, when you hit the ground you, forget which way you were going

I always believe, pleasure is in the journey of life;
Just don’t fall, if you fall it is going take all your happiness in seconds

I thought memories are the best assets;
But I was wrong, your best assets are lying in tomorrow

Make sure you enjoy today;
but keep your next day sheltered

I don’t want to run away;
But I don’t want to fight anymore either

I hate it when you are away

I hate it when you are away
I ignore you when you are close

Thinking about you while you are next to me
Holding your hand but not you
I have a beautiful image of you
That’s why I don’t want to let it go

Why everything has to change
Why can’t it stay forever the same
I don’t love you; I love us
B’coz Life is empty without your aura

I love you more in my imagination
Deeper than the sea,
powerful than the black hole
I desire you like water in the desert
You are like wind in the storm

I hate it when you are away
I ignore you when you are close

“She told me I would starve for love
Her words were like invisible arrows
cutting my soul like butter on knife 
She didn’t knew but she was starving 
just before I came into her life

she told me she will love me forever
I knew she was lying to her self 
she didn’t want to love me because 
it had nothing left; just pain and regrets

she told me I never loved her
I knew she was lying so that she can take the blame
Yet, she was right I never loved her
but I am going to love her from this day till last

she told me she wished if we had never met
as she didn’t want to fall in unconditional love
She praised me to destroy her
yet I had worship for her beautiful life

what is that which separates two souls 
From loving to taking care of each other

It was love that kept us together
and it was self-love that got us apart”